Logic to lunacy! I am being forced psychotropics (Invega, Abilify, and Depakote) by nurse practitioner Maria Conejos at a maximum security prison where I am housed next to death row and up to last year, death row was held in my same area! After I am forced psychotropics, I usually have a medical emergency and am admitted to the regional hospital(Florence Anthem, Mount Vista, and Banner Desert) for heart related problems that are caused by psychotropics i.e AFIB and Congestive Heart Failure. I have absolutely no history of heart disease and to aggravate the situation, I have gained 80 pounds in 5 months since being forced drugs with no change in my 2000 daily calorie diet.
I have also been forced haldol that thinned my blood to a point where blood vessels burst in my retina blinding me or I suffered optic nerve damage in my right eye.

I do not consider myself psychotic, but all of mental health either has viewed the garbage media on the Internet or Naphcare---the merchants of death---might really believe they are doing society some good by inducing an aneurysm or just have the intentions of killing me slowly... I don't take this lightly, because I have known 2 or 3 inmates that were overdosed on insulin that resulted in their deaths!
I never had these medical problems until I was forced onto psychotropics. I now suffer incredible mood swings ranging from desperate suicidal ideations that lasts for hours or days to euphoric evangelical highs that last for days...I can't control my crying or laughing, because of the forced medications.

I am surrounded by the worst inmates the state of Arizona can house...for Christ's sake, death row is next to me!
Currently, I am locked up in a 10 man unit with inmates who are all violent and are not psychologically assessed properly. For some reason the nurse practitioners (the medical department cannot afford psychiatrists who know how to deal with the unmanageable). These inmates are all paranoid schizophrenics and amazingly are only being treated with second generation psych drugs that are not affective. The inmates all trade their drugs. There is no recording of daily behavior of the inmates by trained professionals and this skews their diagnosis.

I find myself wanting to kill people, because I am being forced the wrong drugs. This happened to me when I was being prescribed a high dose of the psychotropic Clozaril. I stopped taking this drug "cold Turkey" in 1995 and killed. The next year the FDA placed a "black box warning" on Clozaril warning psychiatrists of patients becoming extremely violent when suddenly stopping this drugs and others like it. I was also placed on resperdol and I developed homicidal thoughts that were created in my mind. These are powerful psychoactive drugs that activate a primitive and violent part of my brain... If I don't take psych drugs I am fine and not violent.

I am concerned that my violent and aberrant thoughts could become a permanent feature, because the drugs remain in my subcontaneous fat tissue and when I stop taking the unwanted drugs there is still enough infused in me that leach back into my bloodstream reaching my brain. The result is me periodically acting violent or suicidal or both! I am being hurt long-term at Browning unit.

I was thinking of my cases and how I could have gotten a manslaughter plea concerning Ginger Rios in the murder case I had in Las Vegas, Nevada. Every attorney I contacted wanted 1 million to represent me in 1997!

I also have an ego deficit, but then again, law enforcement minimised my success with my 4 stores named Spycraft located in 3 states. Recently, I had access to an I-phone and viewed a documentary of me and there was a picture of my store absent my $30,000.00 backlit blue sign. The documentary only depicted a $100.00 entrance sign! I was slammed by Las Vegas Metropolitan Police Department and Phoenix Police that degraded me so a worthy attorney would not take my case Pro Bono or at a reduced rate.

Additionally, all of my incredible photographs with me on horseback wearing a cowboy hat on snow covered trails in the Colorado Rockies were confiscated by the District Attorney in Maricopa County, Phoenix, Arizona and Clark County, Las Vegas, Nevada. Some of these photographs of me were taken with well known people such as the First Lady Barbara Bush at a family picnic in Kennebunkport, Maine.
Photographs of me with well known mobsters are missing.
All known photographs of me travelling the world are missing.
About $100,000.00 worth of designer clothing were confiscated by police and the District Attorneys Office. I wanted to show the media hence the public I was a well put together person.

All the psychology used by law enforcement suggested that I was an asshole by not providing for my immediate family. Anything that suggested success and affluence of me was derailed from the publics knowledge. The projected story of me was a distortion of facts!
My criminal case number and alias was John Flowers 8th Judicial District Court District Attorney Steven Wolfson case# 98C148616
Las Vegas, Nevada Phone#(702)671-2500

The District Attorney in Maricopa County, Phoenix, Arizona, was Treena Kay and my case # is CR2014002806 001DT Phone# (602) 372-5375

At this time, I am suffering chest pains and heart palpitations because of the psychotropics. I was approved for a pacemaker last year, but the private health care provider for inmates put it off and wanted me reevaluated, hence no pacemaker resulting in me fainting or experiencing extreme chest pains around my heart or neck and left arm pains. Sometimes the pain is so severe I can't breathe or speak! I cannot scream for help!

By the way, to my daughter Zoe I was actually given the privilege of cutting your umbilical cord on the 25th of October 1996 at about 6:00 A.M. I even got to hold your placenta! You came out purple in colour, but turned bright pink within a few moments. Zoe means freedom in Swahili.